Fractal Rapture - The Last Letter

[demonicgerbil]

I was your friend, And I thought I yours
I was your friend, But I heard the news
Things travel, so quickly, I wish I knew the truth about you

I can't understand, Why you hate me
I can't understand, Why you break me
I just wanted, To be your friend
I just wanted, To live again
I didn't need much, Just some fun
I only wanted, To talk to you
But now I, Suppose that, It's all done

I was hurting, You tried to comfort me
You were hurting, I tried to comfort you
But nothing worked out, And now we're mad
But nothing worked out, And now we're sad
Mistakes we've mad, Can't be undone
The time has passed, The race is run
I don't know you, But I thought I did
You don't know me, But I thought you did
Friends that fight, Like we do
Aren't really friends, Once they're through
We're supposed to talk, But we don't
We're supposed to talk, And we don't
Because we, Both have our, Own ways to cope

I like to withdraw, And cut out friends
You like to withdraw, And cut out friends
This isn't healthy, And it's not right
This isn't healthy, So let's go fight
Violence has, A way with things
Even verbal, it does away with things
So I hate you, And you hate me
So I hate you, And set me free
I don't want to, Talk to you
I don't want to, Be around you
Though we share, The same friends, Let's try not to fight

I'm just perplexed, I tried to help
I'm just perplexed, I tried to talk
But I guess that, It's been too much
The damage dealt, was just too much
My heart's bleeding, I've lost a friend
My heart's bleeding, I can't make amends
I thought that, I could try to help
I thought that, but I was wrong
So I pulled away, And so did you
I pulled away, And so we're through
I guess that, It's better this way
I guess that, It's my price to pay
I have to, Just try to, Live with it

So I stand here, Not knowing what
I need to, Try to do
I can't talk, Not anymore
So I stand here, Not knowing what
I reached out, And was rebuffed
I reached out, Against my gut
I reached out, To my friend
I reached out, It's the end
And so now, I'm just standing here
And so now, Things are not clear
Do I like you, Do you like me, Are we still friends

You won't talk to me, Not even in jest
You won't talk to me, Nor the rest
I guess it's over, But I wish it weren't
I think it's over, The bridge is burnt
I just stand here, And watch the flames
History burning, It's all a game
I lost this hand, And you as well
I lost this round, And a friend as well
I wish this wasn't, The case it seems
I wish this wasn't, The end of dreams
But things just, Never seem, To improve

I wish I could, Talk to you
But I don't want, To make you blue
The days are black, Just like the nights
I want to try, To make things right
But I know I can't, And won't even try
It's either that, Or my soul will die
I can't stand to, See you hurt
I can't try to, Make it stop
Because I failed at, That so much
Because I failed at, A soothing touch
That is just, The way that, This all seems

So I'm going now, And won't look back
So I'm going now, Fade to black
You have others, That are better at this
I have others, That I can deal with
Though it hurts me, To just walk away
Though it hurts me, To just stay away
Maybe some day, Things will change
But I doubt it, The bridge ablaze
It's all over, It's written down
It's all over, The sky fell down
And so I, Am just, Going to end this